when i do what i do..I DO IT.

so as i write im pondering "just what does life have in store for me?" I know the whole "you can be whatever you want to be"..but honestly is that true? I always believed that its all about who you know. like the rapper down the street, just happened to hand his demo to the RIGHT person; that aspiring model just happen to be seen by the RIGHT person; the list goes on. but im trying to figure out: who is that right person that needs to see me? I want to be a pediatric nurse..sometimes i wanna be a photographer..sometimes i wanna be a marine biologist..sometimes i wanna be a fashion designer. so with all those different occupations listed can you still say to me "you can be whatever you want to be"? idk..it seems rather hard. whatever it is..i gotta get it together soon. BUT ...as of this very moment..like right now..i couldnt be happier..bittersweet isnt it?

xoxo tata